Rani finds empowerment on stage as MC Sutra, "Call my solution a female revolution/Retribution in the form of rhyme electrocution."
When Rani's father leaves her mother for another woman, Rani shaves her head in mourning. The visibility of her act of rebellion propels her onto the stage as a hip-hop performer and into a romantic relationship with a man who is much older. The whirlwind romance, coming on the heels of her father's abandonment, make her begin to understand how her father's sexual abuse wounded her in deeper ways than she, or her mother, have ever been able to acknowledge.
Meanwhile, she seeks solace in making lyrics and performing as well as in her boyfriend's arms. Rani's friends warn her about him but she fails to listen, feeling as though she finally has something and somebody that makes her feel good about herself —not recognizing that her own talent in hip-hop makes her feel secure, smart, and confident in ways her boyfriend does not. Indeed, as the relationship continues, Rani discovers her boyfriend's drug use and falls victim to his abuse. Losing herself just as she finds herself, Rani discovers her need to speak out against those who would silence her —no matter the personal danger it leads her into.
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